I have tried to find my place in this life with no love. Blinded by hatred and rage I will end the heartache of life. I love, I lose, I die. Thats the life i am meant to lead, thats all i'm any good for. I live alone, I die alone. Say Goodbye to love and life because they aren't what you make them, you are what they make you.

Alone i break waiting for the pain to stop. I beg that my blood stained heart be taken away from me. Drugs are no help nor the alcohol burns me deeply. Blood flows black as can be through the darkness i die forever alone. Farewell creul fate of endless games of hate. Thank you for for being loves cruel mistress.

I beg you to take this blood-stained heart from me. End the pain of knowing i share your love. My love, the times we shared were never enough those long nights of shared love, long days of shared conversation. It just wasnt enough for you, what is wrong with me. Why does that mean nothing to you in the end? take my heart, take my soul, take my love.

Nothing Left in my life but heartache therefore there is no life to lead, only pain to follow.